I think that I'm not using my time efficiently enough. It's something that I'm always working on including organization. As a result, I worry that I'm not making enough headway in meaningful background research for my project. It just seems that sometimes the things that I'm interested in lead me off in a research rabbit hole until I'm not even super sure where I am. Well, hello Alice. That would be fine, but I need time to do things other than research and half the time I don't even feel like I have the knowledge or experience to understand what I'm reading anyway. It Really gives you an appreciation for all the professors who give it to you like you are a 5 year old. I need some easy, digestible information. LOL. Josh said one time that NOVA was like candy because they spell everything all out for you without you having to do the work to find the information yourself. I need some research NOVA candy. That would be amazing. Then I could just focus on my research instead of decoding other peoples' research. *sigh* Sugar is bad for you. Thinking is good. My physics instructor assures me that my brain will hurt less once it adapts to thinking in new and different ways. I haven't seen any research in evidence of that though, so I guess I better get on it.
In that same line of thinking, when we were using the SEM we almost had an extremely disappointing moment. The first sample we put into the microscope was plastic 3. Every single part of the picture was blurry. It was terrible, and we just kept trying to look at different areas with different magnifications and different brightness and different contrast and different focus. We burned up too much time before we moved onto plastic 4. Luckily the pictures of 4 were just fine. That's the plastic for which we were worried about contamination. We didn't see any in the pictures (more on that in a moment). Kassandra and Maria couldn't stay a lot longer, so at some point I ended up taking some of them by myself. Dr Hamdan coated 3 in a second layer of gold, and the pictures came out just fine. Dr Hamdan had said that the microscope would only take pictures of "reflective" surfaces, and I didn't even think about it at the time, but that didn't mean reflective like you can see your reflection, I think they meant reflective like one of the physical properties of metals. The SEM only works on conductive materials and that is also a property of metals. In honor of giving it to you like a five year old, I have found the following link:
https://kids.kiddle.co/Scanning_electron_microscope
Which is really a very good place to start to understand if you ask me. I'm feeling very much like a 5 year old trying to understand the mechanics of how the SEM works. The link has a ton of great examples of SEM pictures. Like this:
But I keep wondering how -if we couldn't even take pictures of a porous plastic- did they take pictures of biological samples?! I want to take my very own picture of
Pseudomonas fluorescence. I keep hearing, "Don't contaminate the hella expensive piece of equipment", but it's been done, and I wanna do it. Dr Ong said something that made me think that the microscope would burn up anything not coated in gold, and they told me no liquid. Is it that the lack of conductivity burns it up because the electrons that don't bounce off don't have anywhere to go or is it that the moisture in any sample that has it gets too energy excited? Maybe it's both, but if that's the case, HOW DO THEY HAVE FREAKING PICTURES OF BLOOD CELLS??!!
Plastic 4 IS contaminated. *very unhappy face* We are alcohol treating the already ground up number 4 plastics again.
What if I heat fixed the bacteria to the double sided tape and mount and then coated it in gold??? I swear I saw a sticky note in that link that had a note saying that it was too "delicate" to be coated in gold, and it looked like those pictures came out just fine. I'm just sayin'. By the way, they also had pictures of SNOW FLAKES.